my 2010 horoscope.

I went on yahoo today like always because it's my homepage, and i noticed the horoscope article. i usually don't believe in horoscopes, but a lot of times, the results are really similar to the events and occasions in my life. and when i read over the one on yahoo for my overview of my year in 2010, i was pretty surprised that it's what i really am dealing with right now. funny/weird huh? if you're really bored and willing to read mine, it's right below.

Year 2010 Overview
The symbol for Libra is Balance. In the next year, you'll find yourself doing even more balancing than usual; you're going to be pressed to decide if your internal sense of happiness should be the focus of life more than the outward signs of success. This may have been weighing heavily on your mind for the last several months, as far as work and the state of your love life. What you are likely to be weighing this year is a little more intangible (and a little more important) than those things. Specifically, in 2010 you'll find yourself weighing out the cost of the connections you've formed for yourself versus their actual value to you.
There's going to be a lot of pressure on you from within and without as to who you really are at heart and who you really are to those closest to you. This will be both in your personal life and at work. The natural Libra impulse is often to make peace with these kind of pressures, or negotiate your way around them. Your best bet in the next year though will be to recognize your own inherent value -- not just what you appear to be worth to others.
In the final analysis this is all good news, even if it's good news in disguise. No one is better than you at beautifying things or finding the inherent beauty in the mundane. Once you realize that you yourself are at least as shiny and pretty as any accessory -- in your heart and soul, where beauty really counts -- you'll have begun assembling a better You. Breathe through the difficult spots, and enjoy the results!

i think i've been studying bio for too long. it's weird. whenever i find myself doodling, i'm drawing like dna strands and stuff. but i guess that's not a bad sign. or is it?

i should pack soon. i'm spending the night at my cousin and his wife's house and going to six flags tomorrow with my lovely cousins. whee

AND after tomorrow, is MONEY DAY muhaha. i'm kind of sad to leave 2009. it's been a good and tough year. one of the hardest year for me, especially because of ap euro &sat's.

if i don't update sooner, see you in 2010 and have a lovely happy new years! (=

zimbabwe

what a cool name for a country. u.s. of america my butt.

anyways, today's only saturday! yeeahh.
i'm actually updating my blog again yay. except i SHOULD BE WRITING MY STUPID DARN ESSAY..

well, yesterdaay was the day of christmas (= so happy christmas guys. especially you ronald weasley. oh and you too harry. ugh i'm so creepy.

on christmas eve and christmas day, i actually had a life and went out during my winter break. mhmm. on christmas eve evening, my family and i went out for dinner at a chinese food restaurant and then went to downtown disney (= we took family photos bc we hadn't taken any in a while.

then on christmas day, we went to the mountains with my little cousins Jaein and Hannah, and their parents. we found a cool place to sleigh, and we felt all special bc it was kind of a secret place bc everyone else was sleighing and sharing their side of the mountain and waiting for their turn to sleigh, while we could yell and go crazy by ourselves in privacy. muhaha. how caring and thoughtful i sound on christmas...

today, i did stuff and i colored my extra credit coloring book. yes yes.

i just got off the phone with crazydog charissa. she's crazy.

well, anyways, later today, i'm actually going to have a life once again and go have dinner, and go karaoke crazy, and do belated secret santa with the girlfriends. i should go get ready nowwwww.

see ya laatah investigatuh.

Ode to Pockets

Turkeys shouldn't be complaining (or in their case, gobbling). They've got it easy.
The only day they dread is Thanksgiving Day and that comes around only once in a yearly calendar.
And at least some people have sympathy for them.
Nobody fives a crap about their pockets. And without knowing it, these handy clothing compartments suffer way more than just stuffing.
Plus, they're quiet about it too.
We don't hear them nitpicking about how full they are. Or how noisy our extra coin changes rattle. Or how choked they feel when our feet give out and are forced to lie in great juxtaposition to our derriere.
Yup, they've dealt with it all.
And yet, they don't complain. Not a word.


My AP Lang assignment for Teal's class. I want to write like Teal.

i don't know.

it's almost christmas now..
and i'm doing what i always do/did. i forget to update like i did to my past 982347 diaries thrown in my closet.

right now, my dad is downstairs, assuming that his high school daughter is studying for sat's or writing her apush essay..
but i'm actually just being a disappointment.

i wish i could update more often and had something more interesting to say. i like reading other people's blogs. it's really weird how everyone appears to be the same at first glance. going on with their lives like everyone else, but when you read what they have to say or did, it's like woah, your life's way more interesting than mine.

well, junior year has started apparently.
and like i said, i should be doing my apush essay. i wish i was a lot more productive. but for the past 2 days, i've been sitting around, pretending to do hw when i've actually been facebooking or youtubing. ugh, it annoys me that i can't do anything even if i push myself to do anything unless i'm really pressured. and even when i'm pressured, i don't do what i can at my best.

i really wish it snowed in socal. that would really make me happy. and cold at the same time i guess.

i wish for too many things. but i keep them to myself all the time. i guess that's not a bad thing.